I've been getting complaints about why I deleted all my artistic nudes and why I haven't made more, well there's a damn good reason- people REFUSE to differentiate art from porn. And because a good handful of you think that because I dabbled in the field of artistic nude photography that that somehow means I'm "available" no matter HOW MANY TIMES I tell you that I have a fucking girlfriend. I'm ashamed of the amount of watchers I have who are only interested in me because I snapped a few shots for artistic reasons. Yea, I know I'm one to fucking talk, I'm one of the most depraved perverts I know but even I can tell the difference between art and porn, AND I can compliment someone's art without being over-the-top "I-wanna'-fuck-you" vulgar about it! And don't even try sugar coating your opinion of me.
You DON'T see me as a human.
You DON'T see me as an individual.
You don't even see me as ANOTHER PERSON.
ALL you see me as is a cheap fuck toy here for YOUR convenience!
I know I deserve this for taking those photos, what did I expect? The whole reason I even attempted artistic nude modeling is because I saw all of the beautiful pieces on this site with so many unique and elegant specimens, men and women with naturally beautiful forms who don't care how others think they look because they're ALL NATURAL. I thought that maybe it would make me feel comfortable in my own body, but all it's done is remind me that, as a woman, I am useless and talentless, only good for degrading, defiling, and then throwing away, only here for the convenience of others and nothing more.
Do ANY of you realize what a fucking MISERABLE feeling that is?!
MY BODY NOW BECAUSE OF THIS!
I HOPE THAT EVERY SINGLE ONE OF YOU
IS FORCED TO FEEL LIKE THAT!
To those who actually acknowledged me as a living being, I thank you for making me feel like I have at least a little bit of dignity and potential, and I sincerely apologize if you felt that I directed anything at a particular individual, because I didn't, or at least didn't try to.
I'm just going to go ahead and stop typing, I've been sobbing for at least twenty minutes and at this point it doesn't feel like I'm venting or trying to get a point across, it just feels like I'm bitching and going on about nothing- not to mention I'm already dreading the comments I'm going to get.
Wonder whose going to insult me first? Go ahead! It's already been well established that I'm not a person!